I was reborn when I was broken I wouldn't believe, I wouldn't believe, no been thru a storm, no use in hoping that you would come rescue me somehow your love set me free
And I, I can let my life pass me by or I can get down and try work it all out this lifetime work it on out this time I can let it all pass me by or I can get down and try work it all out this lifetime, lifetime
There was a time when love wasn't chosen now I'm just open for more now I'm just reaching out for something better that I had before, girl there ain't a bottom line in your world
Ooh and I, I can let my life pass me by or I can get down and try work it all out this lifetime work it on out this time
I can let it all pass me by or I can just try and try I can move to the light oh if I take it one day at a time (oh I) oh spread my love out and fly oh I (I can move to the light) I can just make you understand that love is not a fairytale in a melody if you want it you can have it, girl maybe you will see maybe you will see
ooh oh oh wo oh lifetime lifetime
~ Maxwell
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These lyrics have been speaking to me in recent days. I love the idea of feeling so secure in being loved that you feel okay moving forward. Okay living without second guessing everything.
I know that feeling. I am so glad that I do. So that means I can let my life pass me by. Or I can get down and try--to work it all out this lifetime. So yeah. I'm just trying to work it all out, you know?
That line -- "I was reborn when I was broken" -- just socks me in the chest every time. I'm learning that pivotal experiences lead to rebirths of sorts. If you're lucky, those ways that you're reborn are good ways. If you're lucky.
As my friend Sister Moon once said to me, "Family is all. Love is all." Such a good word, so very true. With love you can move to the light. One day at a time.
Yeah.
Oh, the other thing I love about this song is this video. The BHE would NOT be pleased if he knew the thoughts that enter my mind while watching the big afro-era Maxwell. Woo LAWD, chile.
*fanning*
That's all I got on this today.
That Big Afro Maxwell is a sight for sore eyes. Woo LAWD.
. . .and one more since I'm sitting here watching his videos. As Deanna used to say, "Girrrrrl, he could get it." Ha ha ha. . .
Honestly? I write this blog to share the human aspects of medicine + teaching + work/life balance with others and myself -- and to honor the public hospital and her patients--but never at the expense of patient privacy or dignity.
Thanks for stopping by! :)
"One writes out of one thing only--one's own experience. Everything depends of how relentlessly one forces from this experience the last drop, sweet or bitter, it can possibly give."
~ James Baldwin (1924 - 1987)
"Do it for the story." ~ Antoinette Nguyen, MD, MPH
Details, names, time frames, etc. are always changed to protect anonymity. This may or may not be an amalgamation of true,quasi-true, or completely fictional events. But the lessons? They are always real and never, ever fictional. Got that?
Love and family and the occasional hot fantasy. Haha!
ReplyDeleteBeautiful. And why do we forget these things, over and over (well, maybe except for the fantasy part).
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